So my mind begins to wander, and I begin to fashion a mental map for this Wednesday Encouragement. Since this Wednesday Encouragement falls on the eve of Thanksgiving, I search the deep recesses of my misty memory for a Bible verse to use. Perhaps a Psalm? Maybe Psalm 36?
In short order, I’ve deep-dived into the expanded outline for this article. It will be the best I have ever written. The Psalm expounded with dazzling clarity. The applications personal, touching head and heart.
But just as this article (surely destined to be nominated for the Nobel Prize for Literature) is about to be born, something begins tugging at the corners of my mind. The tugging grows more urgent, until this Wednesday Encouragement evaporates into the murky recesses of my mind. Instead my sense of sight is demanding my brain’s attention, shouting, “Glenn, that brush is moving! MOVING! There’s MOVEMENT!”
A- l - l t - o - o s- l- o- w- l -y I struggle to rouse myself from my daze, and sure enough, there’s a grayish brown shape moving—just over the tops of some brush! Coming from my right to the left. With another sure, silent step, the grayish brown shape raises its head. Then a bit more. Antlers! A buck! A DANDY! Slowly, majestically, he leaves the brush behind, and steps onto an open path. He’s precisely where I had been asking the Lord to bring a deer!
So I reach for my gun. Raise it. Click off the safety. Site through the scope to take the shot, as this ginormous stag of a lifetime takes one more step just off the left of the path, and….
HE’S GONE! WHAT!? Where did he go? All he did was take a single step in between a few young white pines. Hardly a thicket, much less dense forest. WHERE DID HE GO? HOW COULD HE DISAPPEAR? Was this a buck rapture? Aliens? Angels messing with me?
For the next 45 minutes, I remain on high-alert. Scoping the area. Making a mental note of every leaf. Every branch. Did the buck bed down? Escape undetected up the hill away from me? How could he just be gone? Later on a meticulous search of the area reveals. . .nothing.
During all of this, an atmospheric river of thoughts flooded my heart and brain. “Why wasn’t I more alert?” “How could I be so slow to raise my rifle?” “How will I ever live this down?” For a moment or two, I even waxed Job-like. “How could the Lord do this to me!”
But then, God’s Spirit grabbed me squarely by the ears and pulled me back, and I began to rejoice in the moment. I savored the sight of that buck, his stature, his power. I laughed over the hollow that had hidden him and the white pines that later masked him from view.
Then I looked around with fondness at the Taj Mahal in which I was sitting; my Savage 30-06 rifle, a trusted, familiar friend; the Trail Mix I munched on; the coffee in my thermos. Next my thoughts were whisked back to my friends back at the Luchterhand Castle--even my “Nemesis” at Sheepshead. I delighted to think of the stories that would be told.
And I gave thanks! And I continue to give thanks! For the intricacies of the LORD’s magnificent creation that wraps us like a warm blanket here in the Northwoods! But I give thanks even more for the LORD’s mercy to someone so unworthy as me, all-too-often too quick to complain or to focus on a single dark cloud dwarfed against the background of a sky of dazzling blue! I give thanks that the LORD sent his Son to rescue me, a short-sighted sinner who does not always stand in awe of his grace. A broken sinner, at times too quick to forget what matters the most. Sins washed away! God’s gift of life! A sinner-so richly blessed-yet not always thankful.
Does any of that confession ring true for you? If so, I humbly suggest that we bow our heads, fold our hands, and join David the Psalmist, in this Thanksgiving prayer.
“LORD, your mercy reaches to the heavens. Your faithfulness to the skies. Your righteousness is as high as the mountains of God. Your justice is as deep as the ocean. You save both man and animal, O LORD. How precious is your mercy, O God! So all people find refuge in the shadow of your wings. They are satisfied by the rich food of your house. You let them drink from your river of delights. For with you is the fountain of life. In your light we see light.” (Psalm 36:5-9)
Privileged to Serve,
Rev. Glenn Schwanke